Sadness...

My mom just told me she wish she were dead... I'm sad... it means that everything I do to put an smile on her face is wrong, that actuaky I'm the reason why she wants to die.. I think that maybe that's the answer for her to be happy... I would do it happilly jut for her, but knowing that one of her childen is dead will make her sad.

I don't know what to do, my sister is a mess, my brother has problems everywhere and if I tried not to be a burden to them I screw everything even if I don;t do a thing DX I don't know what to do, it seems like everything would be better without me on the road :(

I'm sorry, I don't feel like writting, I got a lot in mind right now...