Sadness...

I'm feeling so sad and depressed... I don't know if I'll be able to handle it... I don't know if I am right now...

Child Psychology test tomorrow!!

Yes! and I haven't finish studying :C I'm really nervous, this exam promises to be really hard and I'm afraid that if  I fail it, I would've failed all the subject and I'll have to take it again next semester e-e...

wish me look people! X3

Not good :/

Tired... It's late nigh again, I have some paperwork to do for tomorrow.

The weather has been really weird lately. I didn't hear anything about rain today, even so; it just rained a bit ago. Weird, I only noticed it because my bed is right on the window so I could feel the fresh smell of rain under my knees.
I wish I had a camera, because it've been raining lately at night, the sky at morning is simply  beautiful. Today we had pink fluffy clouds in a purple sky... so dreamy <3!

I'm rambling. It's almost 3 am, so I guess I'll wake up early to finish the work I have for tomorrow. My first and only class is at 10 am, so I've got plenty of time for it.

Good night!

the bodycream exploted in my hand

And the picture looks soooooooooooooooooooooooo bad .-.

His name is Veluno/Veruno , (I think it's a "he", but I'm not sure ._.) he's from the gore manga "Tokyo Red Hood", yes, I know what you're thinking, but no. I'm not a pervert. I just saw a weird picture in a Facebook so I followed the link and ended up in guromanga.com it was quite interesting, so I started reading ramdom mangas and that's how I ended up meeting Veluno :)


He's kind of a demons and he controls corpses. He's so cute X3 <3! here are some pages of the manga (Vol.2) where he appears.  

Ain't he cute? X3 <3!

haha, to read the full manga enter here:

[Vol.1]

[Vol.2]

[Vol.3]

The page it's a bit confusing because there's a  button on the top , but you can just click the picture and it'll change to the next one :)

SO MANY THINGS TO SAY, SO LITTLE TIME..SO TIRED TO DO IT...

U-U

Not good at all~~

Hello everyone, I'm just passing quickly to say GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE! :D because I have a test tomorrow (in a few hours :C) and I was studying, but now I'm done with it. I'm going to post a few comical pictures I found in the Internet so you won't waste your time reading this xD ENJOY!

Don't forget: Click to make it bigger :D!

This one was an actual conversation I had with the computer hahaha I always laugh at this xD

That's it. I'm going to bed now, it's 3:37 am and I'm going to wake up early (or at least I'll try ;D) good Mornight everyone! :D

School Play!!

I'm really getting excited about this school play?? haha I dunno, I'm in colledge now, so it should be colledge play? ._.

Well, it doesn't matter xD The name of the play is ' Antonieta ' , my group wrote it and I'm working in the backgrouds, the clothes everyone's gonna use and publicity. This' gonna count the final grades of two classes, wich makes me nervous, but I'm working hard to make this well x3 I'm really starting to thing this' gonna end well :D! I'm gonna post pictures latter :)

A Kuroshitsuji dream!! :D

I jut wake up from an awesome dream!!

I went to a Kuroshitsuji musical and I meet some of the staff guys, it was already late when I came in to the room but in that momment I was selected for a 'special surpise' , sadly, my mom, my grandmother and some aunties came to another musical in the other room and they wanted me to stay with them (th reason why I was late for the play). Then theirs ended up first and wanted to leave. I was really frustrated and wanted to cry, then one of the staff girls gave me her gifbag, saying it was no problem because I've missed a lot and she got gifbags each time time she participated in the play (three times per day).

I was sad because of that and she just smiled, then I leave. The bag had a poster of Sebastian, three special limited edision mangas, a T-shirt and dunno what else... Even thou' it was just a dream I gotta say I had a good time :)

Nightmares... again?

This is the copypaste of a conversation I'm having with a friend of my recent ightmare, I can tell you, it's 3:33 pm and I just wake up from it a few minuts ago.. here it is...

Macoy dice:

about what?

ಠ_ಠ Zatsu ಠ_ಠ ... dice:

dunno bad stuff, zombies, my turtle.... Snape was there too, bu he was kinda evil .

And everything was madness, evrything was like a circus, with brilliant colors and weird circus admosphere

and everything was like a game... like if everything and everyne where part of a game. It was weird... something's happening to me

I haven't had a nightmare it YEARS!

I must gel Belovski , he'll know what to do e0e!

Macoy dice:

XD

it was the fall at soriana, it woke up a resting part of your brains

don't take it too seriously, it was, just a nightmare... an by the sound of it, a very random one.. don't worry

ಠ_ಠ Zatsu ಠ_ಠ ... dice:

no, I've been having nightmares a little after I got here and they're gettin worse e0e

Macoy dice:

they'll end, it happened the same to me when I started living in matamoros

ಠ_ಠ Zatsu ಠ_ಠ ... dice:

well, it started with snape throwing Tama to an aquarium with a killer watersnake e-e but the we moved to ''' salma's apartment''' and everytihign was strage...

when we got to the dorm (it looked like one) there were sme of her friends (that I've never seen in my life) and they were not havig sex, just rubing their bodies in kamasutra's numbers... then they said something... that we neded to get ready

because 'they'were commig e-e

and they gave uss little pieces of something with diferete shapes and they looked like little beads.... purple and white ones ...

but you couldn't take many because if you did you'ld increase your debt with 'him' (a scar

y clown that controled the place'

and those things were supposed to help us to get away with the zombies...

it was really strange...

Macoy dice:

I agree on that ...

I've had weirder dreams though

XD

ಠ_ಠ Zatsu ಠ_ಠ ... dice:

and there were other strange stuff, like food, animals... walls, alleys , and it seemed like if we

were inside something.

like a domo... or a bigger room e-e

It was a place I've never been before on my dreams e0e

Macoy dice:

:/

ಠ_ಠ Zatsu ಠ_ಠ ... dice:

everything seemed dirty, like if no one cared about the place... e-e

I'm hungry, maybe it was that .... don't wanna thing about it anymoarrr

e0e

Macoy dice:

don't do it, it'll fade away soon

and eat

ಠ_ಠ Zatsu ಠ_ಠ ... dice:

it sounds like a good horror movie thou! xD

Macoy dice:

XD

kind of hahaha

ಠ_ಠ Zatsu ಠ_ಠ ... dice:

we needed to get out of that place, but I didn't even know how I got to that place , to beging with

ASDAS DKAS I'm gonna stop talikng bout it xD it's giving me creeps

That wasn't the end of the conversation, but we were going out of the subject. BTW: in case that you don't know, I used to suffer of insomnia and I used to have tons of nightmares, so once my mom gave me a plushie bear (when I was like 14), I named him Belovski and since the moment he slept in y bed I stopped having nightmares, so I assumed he had just eat them up, kinda. When time passed I realized I didn't need him anymore, so I put it him at a stand in my room ad he's been there for years... now I'm considering to bring hims back with me to Monterrey,

it's a small bed, but I always have enough space for my stuffed friends :)

Love sucks!

Never love. Otherwise you're gonna get hurt.

Thinking...

I think that it would hurt more if someone stole your friends, because it hurts most when you lost something valued, in this case, a beloved person or more... it hurts more than never had have them, because they were nerver there for you...

I guess what hurts the most, even more than loosing them is when they decide to go away by their own. Selfishness? ... Maybe....

Maybe I'm just jealous....

friends~

What would hurt the most? to have friends and that someone stole them from you or to never have had them...?

Nervous~

I got some money problems right now.

There's an anime convention just across the corner and I stil don't have my cosplay., which makes me nervous, but I'm more stressed about the results of the aply exam I made for the University. I really want to go to university because it's important for my mom and my future, but I don't know if I made it...

I need support words -.- I promess to came back with more entries... bye~

Doggy problems~~

Just now a friend of my mom came here to deliver some stuff I'm going to take to Monterrey tomorrow morning and my twin dog 'Cirilo aka Pompis' tried to bite her O_O I'm in shock, he has always been a nice dog, even with stranngers, he'd always barked to other people that's not from my home, but never bite them ._. and now he bites people, he bite a person that is familiar with us and the dog bite him on the leg! maybe is the age, but I don't think so, he's still young. Only 3-4 years old.

Maybe we should take him to the doctor, because I don't think that's normal... not on him...

Exam entry~~

It seems like I only post something when I don't want to study for my exams xD -.-''

So, now I'm the evil one?

What the hell!?!! I hate friendship! one of my friends, maybe the only one that actually cares for meand that'll do anything for me is depress now and I can't help him... I feel like shit DX why can't I make him happy? :S I just make things worse DX and I hate it DX... not conform with that, another friend (who I've not talk a lot recently) asked me to go to the moves tomorrow with my group of ''friends'' and him. I do want to go with them, but I'm not interested on the movies they want to watch. I've done it thousand times! we go to the movies and I pay for a movie that I don't want to watch just to be with them :S and sometimes I don't even go with them because I don't have money to pay for the tickets :S!!!

I worked hard to get the money for this musical that I want to watch and I working hard because I don't have someone or something in which to go there (the musical is on the next city, a hour away) and I'm worried because it seems like i wont go after all, but it feels like shit that someone who knows you tries to make you the villain to get what they want >_>

Fuck! it feels horrible!!! THEY DON"T EVEN KNOW ME AND STILL DARE TO SAY THAT THEY LOVE ME AND MISS ME AND THAT THEY WANT ME TO BE WITH THEM?!! HELL'S SHIT!! DX

I can't hold my tears anymore, I love theater. Here in the tiny town where I live is almost death that kind of culture.

The conversation with my friend was son persistant that he even tried to blackmail me with some money he borrowed me one day that he was so hurry to wait for me to get my purse.

he ended the conversation blaming me for not to go, like saying 'Okay but don't say that we're not friends of you because of US, 'cause we ask you to go out with us and you don't want to' FUCK, IF ONLY HE KNEW!!!

I just stayed speechless... it means ' if you don't come with us to do something you don't want to, then you're not our friend, but if we don't go with you to do something you like, then you're the wrong one because it means you wont go out with us.'

I hate it.

I miss the old days when we were REAL FRIENDS! :C

R.I.P...

I think the picture speaks from itself :'( (U)!!!!

Another reason why I do hate drunk people. :@ :'(

:S

I just hate drunkers, don't you? :D!

ARG!!!!

I just got a bunch of things to tell you , but I don't have time!! x333 arggh! maybe today at night or tomorrow I'll be uploading some of my crap -.- I know noone reads me, but at least I want to keep track of the things I do :P

Dreams off~