Thinking...

I think that it would hurt more if someone stole your friends, because it hurts most when you lost something valued, in this case, a beloved person or more... it hurts more than never had have them, because they were nerver there for you...

I guess what hurts the most, even more than loosing them is when they decide to go away by their own. Selfishness? ... Maybe....

Maybe I'm just jealous....

friends~

What would hurt the most? to have friends and that someone stole them from you or to never have had them...?

Big Daddy

Today I saw this movie, It's extremly sweet and funny. One of my favorites and that I haven't seen since my childhood.

This movie is about a kid that is left by his mother at the house of his, aparently, father, who didn't knew about him at all. The guy ends up being not the real dad of the 5 years old kid but he become attached to him and can't let him go. Its

I recomend it, its funny and you can spend some time with all your family :)

HotCakess FTW!

Well, my cousins came to my place for a sleep over 'party' and as usual I made the breakfast, the usual breakfast, can you guess? :P cha-chan!! exactly: HOTCAKES! tralalalal! we can't just live without them ever morning after a SOP xD so I took a pictureof my hotcake tower, because noone was awake when I woke up so I had to bake them earlier so I could go and sleep a while more -.-...

You can click on the picture to make it bigger :)

Here's a picture of a hotcake that came in a funny way xD

Movies time~

I'm watching a horror movie, apparently. The name is 'The Shining' and I bet most of you have already seen it, because a friend of mine told me it was an old movie and has dead little twin-girls and a little boy that sences paranormal things and has an 'imaginary friend' living in her mouth.

I'll let you a link with many versions and pages to watch the movie, I choosed one on megavideo because my computer sucks, but it looks great and has good audio.

[Here]

I recomend to watch it on megavideo if you have problems like those with your computer, such as lag, because it downloads faster and doesn't stock the screen.

I'll post something more when I finish the movie so I won't be tempted to tell you every single detail it's going on xD and also I'll put a PS of the movie when something good appears so you can recognice the movie and remember if you've aleady seen it :)

Nervous~

I got some money problems right now.

There's an anime convention just across the corner and I stil don't have my cosplay., which makes me nervous, but I'm more stressed about the results of the aply exam I made for the University. I really want to go to university because it's important for my mom and my future, but I don't know if I made it...

I need support words -.- I promess to came back with more entries... bye~

!, 2,3 for my BFF!!

BECAUSE IT'S HER BIRTH DAY!!! WUHU!!!!

Doggy problems~~

Just now a friend of my mom came here to deliver some stuff I'm going to take to Monterrey tomorrow morning and my twin dog 'Cirilo aka Pompis' tried to bite her O_O I'm in shock, he has always been a nice dog, even with stranngers, he'd always barked to other people that's not from my home, but never bite them ._. and now he bites people, he bite a person that is familiar with us and the dog bite him on the leg! maybe is the age, but I don't think so, he's still young. Only 3-4 years old.

Maybe we should take him to the doctor, because I don't think that's normal... not on him...

Exam entry~~

It seems like I only post something when I don't want to study for my exams xD -.-''

Real Friendships are forever~

When I was at middle school I had three bff, Kim, Liliana and Mirtha. However Kim had to move because of his father's work and I haven't seen her since then, even though we are still in contact.

Mirtha lives in a farest region of the city, so I was more in contact with Liliana than her, but it doesn't mater because we are friends. One day, she disappeared from our lives. We didn't knew if it was because of his family or what but she just move on to a different place almost without saying a word. After four years of not hearing almost anything from her, she just reappeared yesterday.

She went to Liliana's house early in the morning. They called to my house and then we meet almost immediately. It was like a dream, to find her finally. She had really come back with us. We talked a lot and we went for some food to a local restaurant, I hadn't laugh like that in YEARS!! it was an amazing experiences to rediscover.

Once I told you about this 'gift' that I have to predict things to happen. As when I talk about muffins and the next day there are muffins everywhere. Well, I was talking to Liliana a few days ago and we wondered about Mirtha.

A friend of mine told me once 'Use your gift to do good stuff, don't use it for the negative things we don't need'

I really thought that it would be nice to at least get a call from Mirtha, but seeing her yesterday was way much better! Real friends never leave us, they are always in our hearts. She made my day a Liliana's day too. We are very happy that we found her again. We spend a nice time together and we actually made an appointment to go to the movies tomorrow. I can't wait to met together again! I guess it's true what people say: 'If you love something, let it go, if it returns back to you, its yours forever. If it doesn't, then it was never meant to be. '

Real friendships are forever, never question that :)

Toooo shameee!!!!

I jsut ran two houses wearing my blue short, a black t-shirt and green sandals to get a ticket fot the circus! xDD what I do for y friends!! XDD I want my two really best friends to go with me to the circus yay!! This circus has zebras, llamas!! X33 Tiggers! and more!! Wii!! I cant wait to go!! X33

I don;t have any picture right now, but if I get a camera I promisse I'll put the pictures here! yay!! :D

What I'm into right now:

Anime:

Mahou Shoujo Madoka Magica:

http://www.gogoanime.com/mahou-shoujo-madoka-magica-episode-3

Panty&Stocking:
http://animeid.com/ver/panty-stocking-with-garterbelt-11.html

Fanfic (Yaoi):
http://www.amor-yaoi.com/fanfic/viewstory.php?sid=65250&textsize=0&chapter=5

Comics:
http://fancyadventures.com/archives/

This stuff are awesome, I like them so much!
The firts anime is something completely new and different for what I;ve seen. The second one is really funny bu it's only for people 15+ on my opinion XD

Fanfic: nothing really new and actually is predictable, but I liked the introduccion and now I can't stop reading XD

Comic: ahahha, this is something completely new too, I like the draws and the stoey, I'm actually thinking about making a cosplay of 'Angel' for the next anime convention! :D

I really recomend this o you, hope you like it ;)

BTW: Yaoi = boyxboy relationships. Don't watch if you don't like it.

Random Queen!

Well, it seems that the only luck I got is the one to find random stuff xD so, here's some of my random stuff that I found on facebook and some other weird places, enjoy!!

This one is my favorite!!:

AHAHAHA!! leave a comment! :D tell me what's your favorite random video ever! :D

What life is...

When you really want something, you do everything that's possible to achieve it. Never give up, continue to go on into your dream and be happy with the life you achieve it cuz it's your prize for the decision, determinism, and you earn it yourself no one else earn it for you :D

-Lore G. Belden

Nightmares night...

I had a nightmare a few days ago, it was horrible because it was related to my family and my dogpets. I love them and I really hate what the dream minded.

The dream begun with a party at my house with all my family, which is unusual because we only get all together on chrismas, but anyway, I don't know why I had the feeling that it was because of something related to me.

Everything was fine, I was passing trough the house playing with my cousins and then I went to the TV room to watch RUGRATS with my brother. He was sit on the couch and he looked extremely tired and full of dirt, I assumed it was because he had been working and cleaning the garden for the party whit the family.

That's when the nightmare started.

My dad came in drunk and yelled to my brother that he was a lazy fat ass and a stupid and some other horrible things. Then he said 'I'tired of you being fucking lazy all fucking day! but now that's over, I'll put an end to that' I don't know from where, but my dad took three white little puppy dogs, they were shaking on his arms and they seem to want to cry. I was afraid because he took a knife and my mom saw him.

'That's not the way to fix things!' she yelled about to cry, but it was too late, my dad cut one of the puppies ' throat and half of its face then he trowed it to me. I panicked! I couldn't catch the pour dog and it fell to the ground, crying and running in circles, even though it wasn't bleeding. I started crying and realize that it had to have a meaning. The dogs were representing me and my brothers. The hurt one couldn't been mine because I didn't feel anything, so it must have been someone's else. I couldn't turn to my sides to see if my mom or my brother were okay, everything vanished and turned white... then I woke up crying like a baby.

I took ten minutes to stand up from bed. It was a horrible nightmare. I couldn't sleep after that.

My doctor says that I'm affraid of my dad and that the dog means that I don't know how to talk with my dad about his alcohol problems, but I know that it means that I know my dad is very dangerous when drunk, and that I must protect my brother and stay away from him, because it have been more than 20 years trying to make my dad understand, but it doesn't work...